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You know that feeling, when you wanna be yourselfe but you cant. Im feeling that right now. I wanna be something different and important. But if I even try I get bullied. I just wanna sceam and let them know how I feel.... but those bitches dont give a shit how I feel so I'm not gonna do that. All my friends are away so I don't have any backup. I'm a different person every day. I can't find my self cuz there is no such a thing as me.

The Fucking science!

RELIGIONS! WTF? How can some fucking god be real? Just some dude flying around the space?! They say ' If you don't belive in god you'll never get to go to heaven'. You know what, I Dont Care. I belive the heaven is the real hell.
I also don't belive there is such a thing as satan. Some other dude who is the " lord of the underground" .Some guy just saw a dead mans corpse and freakd out and told the otherman and the other man sayd that he had seen it in his dreams and he'll try to kill us all and blah blah blaah.
I think there is no good or bad in the world there is just beautiful and ugly side of things. But if you belive in god OR Satab then I'm not holding you back! I just want you to think. Can there be something that "rules" the world. I say No. And if you pray, that doesn't help. The thing that you belive in the magic that will happen by "god" the some other guy. No. You are the one who makes the magic happen, if you belive in your selfe.

Perfect

They  say that no one is perfect... And then they comment 'Perfect! :* ♥' in social media.  So, somebody is perfect.  I think there are no ugly ones. There are only the ones that society thinks is not attractive. I know it's hard to "just ignore" the bad things people say about you or your friend or just somebody, I dont know. But you just need to deal whit it! I am pretty sure you have sayd many or even once a bad thing about your friend, cuz I know I am, and I feel so stupid! I just wanna die.  I have tried to kill my selfe but then I remember my family and the ones who care about me. Somebody ALWAYS cares even a little. So please don't waste your time for thinking about the bad sides of your life, think about the good  sides. I do think about my lifes bad sides all the time. So I don't try too hard , it will only make your head spin. So remember, if YOU don't like your selfe... Nobody will.

Sorry my spelling mistakes.
Tnx♥